Carolyn Porter Obituary

"Missing You"

My Beautiful Sweet Sister
Happy Birthday in Heaven.
I thought of placing a balloon in this message and then I realized that it would be for me and not for you.
I remember us celebrating each other birthdays making it all about them.
You are very much missing. You were the glue that held us together. You gave us light in the darkness moments and lifted us up when we were down. You were one of the greatest Soul of God´s creation and I love that so much. Enjoy your Birthday in Heaven with your sister JoAnn, Mother Genevieve, Grand Mother Emily, Aunt Margaret, uncle Chris.
Odessia

Sis
Missing You!!!!!

Sis
Missing You So Much Right Now It Hurts So Much!!

Happy Mother´s Day in Heaven to the best sister ever. Oh how I Miss you so much!!

Sis
Missing You so much. Oh how I need you to talk to right now. There is so much that I wanted to say to you. My emotions is all over the place.
Love You Sis!!!

Hey Sis
Happy Sister Day!!!!
I Missed you so much!!!!

Happy Valentine´s Day In Heaven My Sweet Sister!!!

Sis
Missing You So Much!!!!

Happy New Year in Heaven!!!!!
Oh, I Missed You So Much!!!!!

Merry Christmas in Heaven my Sweet Sister.
Missing You!!!

Sis
Today makes eight years since you gained your Wings and it seems like it just happened. I know that your Soul is at Peace. I think of you every moment of the day. It is hard not having you here for one of our deep conversations, but that was Gods plan. God knew how much I depended on you during my storms in life and God needed me to depend on Him to see me through.
Yesterday was Thanksgiving I cried and laugh to Myself thinking of you and the things we did together to prepared that great feasts. Oh the Joy that I had just being in that presence of one another. Never did I thought that one day you were going to fly away with God.
Life is not the same with you gone and your unconditional LOVE that you had for me and the family. The family has fallen apart scrambling trying to find their way. I know with GODS HELP we will.
I know how much loved that you had for Claflin University, so I am keeping your memory alive there.
Missing You So Much My Sweet Sister apart of me went with you the day you Fly Away!

Sis
Today makes eight years since you gained your Wings and it seems like it just happened. I know that your Soul is at Peace. I think of you every moment of the day. It is hard not having you here for one of our deep conversations.
Yesterday was Thanksgiving and I laugh to Myself thinking of you and the thing we did together to prepared that great feasts. Oh the Joy that I had just being in that presence. Never did I thought that one day you were going to fly away with God.
Life is not the same with you gone and your unconditional LOVE that you had for the family. The family has fallen apart scrambling trying to find their way. I know with GODS HELP we will.
Missing You So Much My Sweet Sister!

There isn´t one second in a minute that goes by with me not thinking of you.
Missing you so much my sweet sister. Oh God how I need you so much right now.

Missing you so much.
I love you so much. Wishing you were here to talk with me.

"Happy Birthday To You"!
Today, this date is your born date 9/13. We really celebrate each other on our great day.
Celebrate you up there in Heaven by flying from mansion to mansion in honor of your special day.
I will celebrate you by doing something that you like to do while you were here.
My heart aches for you every moment of the day. I am trying so hard, God knows I am.
I will not be sad on your Great Day today, cannot promise that I won´t, but I will try my best.
God, pick some flowers and give it to my sister, turn some water into wine in celebration for my sister today.
"Happy Birthday My Sweet Sister."
I Love And Miss You So Much!

My Sweet, Sweet Sister
My Heart Is So Broken In Pieces. I Really Don´t Know. I Need And Miss You So Much!

Hello Sis
Oh how I wish you were here for me to talk to. Life is not the same since you Gained Your Wings and Fly Away. With you gone, our Family Matriarch my world has crumbled. There isn´t a day that goes by without me crying because of the
loneliness I feel without you. My heart is broken in pieces since your departure. I keep telling myself everyday that it´s going to get a little easier, but I know it will never get better.
Missing You So Much My Dear Sister/True Best Friend!

I missed you so much.
Today is Juneteenth 6/19/2024.
Oh how I wish that you were here!!!!!

Sis
Missing You so much. Missing our talks, laughters, quiet times, our meditation moments, our cup of coffee moments, traveling, going out to breakfast, lunch and dinner times especially Fridays and Saturdays, walking together holding hands, showing and telling each other how much we LOVE one another. Oh God how I lone for those moments again so much.
You always say to me that my heart will get broken by people that I love so much. It can be family or friends and you were so correct.
You were wise beyond measure and having you as my sister were the best part of my life. Oh God how I missed that.
At first when I sat outside in my car, there was one Robin that fly around in my view. Now there is the Robin along with many others friends that are flying around. So I say to myself that you have the Family Heavenly Ancestors letting me know that you all are watching over me.
You will always be my Blessings.
I Love You Sis.

Oh God how I missed you so much.

Sis
Missing You So Much. Oh God how I miss you. I am now writing more in my journal.
If you were here we would discuss everything.
Missing You!!!!

Hello Sis
Missing You So Much. Yesterday 5/16 was my birthday. I celebrate ME all alone for my Day.
You and I always celebrate each other on our Birthday and with you not here in the flesh, I continue to celebrate us. I know that you are here with me in Spirit. I sat at a large table to accompany all of you (Genevieve, Emily, Marrie, Chris, JoAnn, Carolyn). I know all of you were there with me celebrating my Milestone. Although this was a Milestone, celebration for me, I did it with all of you in Spirit sitting right beside me.
Missing You So Much!!!!!!

Sis
Missing you so much especially today. Oh God how I wish that you were here. I know that it was your time to depart this world and God makes no mistakes and now I am beginning to understand little by little.
Missing You so much my heart hurts!

Sis
I am trying so hard, but my heart is so heavy.

Sis
My heart is always heavy of missing you. Having no one that I can have a conversation with is so hard. I am so Grateful to you for the 62 years that we shared together. Those were the best years of my life. God needed you more than I needed you, so he took you to your Heavenly Home.
As I think back on your actions the last years of your life, I now realized how God was working with you. You were so wrapped up in his words, you were so emotional and teary eyes when we discussed God purposes for us. You are my night in Shining Armor, you are my Hero, you are the one who help me to understand that I cannot change people thinking, I can Only change me.
I Love and misses you so much. Oh God how I wished that I could have a little more time with you.
I sat outside in my car often thinking about you. Thursday as I was sitting out there, two Red Robin´s flew together playing with each other. They were chirping very loud and I aim my phone to get a picture they flew away. I know in my heart that was you and JoAnn letting me know that you all are watching over me.
Oh God How I Miss You So Much.
#LonelyHeart

Sis
Today I sat in my car as I normally do outside the garage facing the street. Tears falling down my face because of the loneliness of missing you. The wind was blowing very hard and I held my head up and looked ahead there was a Butterfly embracing the wind and continued flying toward my car. I watched as it flew toward the hood of my car and disappeared.
Then I started focusing on the Butterfly and to see if it was hurt from the wind, but I couldn´t see it anymore.
Right then I knew that was your Spirit letting me know that you are watching over me.
#TearsStillFalling

Sis
If God would grant me one wish, Oh what a joy that would be. Thinking of you every moment of the day and missing you more than ever. I only had you and you were always there for me. Now I am left all alone with no one to talk too and no shoulders to lean on.
Missing You So Much, Sis.
#TearsStillFalling

Sis
I always knew life was challenging, but when you were here we used to talked everything through and that made it so easy. I remember you saying to me "be `vigilant´ because people not going to treat you the way you treat them ". That is so correct and I witnessed it every day.
This is a long lonely road and I know that God will guide me along the way.

Sis
Missing you so much. Oh how I wish you were here.

Happy Valentine´s Day in Heaven. God had a plan for you and you answer God´s calling.

Sis
Happy Valentine´s uDay in Heaven.
Oh how I wish that you were here with me physically. I know that you are with me Spiritually. I can feel you presence all the times.
Today, I sat outside in my car and this bird suddenly appeared. It was across the street in the neighbors yard. It stayed there for a while pecking in the ground. I know that it was your Spirit cheering me up because I was feeling very low. You know exactly how to make me feel refreshed when life gets tough and I don´t know what to do.
Oh God how I missed you so much.
Until we meet again.

Sis
Mildred is now with you all in Heaven. Knowing you, you were standing right beside God welcoming Mildred into God´s Kingdom.
Missing You So Much Sis.

Hello Sis
Love and Miss You So Much!!
Oh God how I wished that You were here. I feels so alone. This is so hard, God Knows I am trying.

Hey Sis
My heart is so heavy. Sometimes it seems like life only throws me curves balls and I have to work very hard to figures it out. I remember you and I sitting down talking and analyzing our thoughts. You were so good at making every situations so easy with your calm smoothing voice. Oh how I missed that so much. So many nights I laying in bed cannot sleep because of missing you so much. God knows I am trying. Continues to watch over and protecting me until me meet again.
Loving and Missing You So Much!!!!

Sis
I forget to mentioned that the tree in the front yard of your house fell down from the storm that we had Tuesday January 9, 2024. The young man that does my yard did a great job of cutting it up and removing it.
Help me to let go because I don´t know how too.

Happy New Year in Haven My Dear Sister. This is so hard, but God knows I am trying, but this isn´t easy.
Love You and Missing You So Much. My heart aches so much for You!

Happy New Year In Heaven Sis. Missing you so much. Another year is coming in without you. This so hard, but I´m trying. Everyday is a struggle so I put the smiles on my face pretending that I am okay which I´m not.
"Happy New Year In Heaven"
Love and Misses You So Much!

Merry Christmas in Heaven My Dear Sister. Missing You so Much. Wishing You were here.

Hey Sis
It that time of year. Missing you more than by ever. My heart are so heavy right now. This is so hard. Our Christmas were the best. You always knew actually what to say that would ease my mind. As I think back about our time spent together brings smiles to my face. Oh how I wish you were still here to make me laugh again.
Missing you my Sis
Merry Christmas in Heaven.

Sis
With Christmas approaching my mind just started wondering back to you and I time spending time together talking shout our childhood.
I missed you so much until my heart hurts to the core.
Like the songwriter wrote, "I can only imagine when that day comes".
Missing You
Odessia

My Sweet, Sweet Sister
Missing you so much. Seven years ago, November 29th you gained your Wings. That was the saddest day of my life and it seems like yesterday. My heart aches so much for you.

November 29th will makes seven years since you gained your Wings. You are truly missed. You were the glue that held us together and with you gone we are fallen apart.
Missing you so much my Sister!

Girl, You are truly Missed......
#HurtingHeart

Sis
I miss you so much. Life is so different since you went home to be with God.
This hurt so much not having you here. I know this is Gods plan and God does not make ANY mistake.
When your Soul reaches that AtOneNess it will find away to go Home and Your Soul did just that.
Missing You Sis!!!!!

Missing You!!!!!

Really Missing you Sis.
This is so hard!!!!!!!

Sis
Today October 1, 2023 nothing changed from the other days. Looking forward to one day my heart would allowing me to accept things I cannot changed. Missing my sisters until my heart hurts to the core.
#AchingHeart

Sis
I cry every day all day.
#AchingHeart

Sis
Missing you so much. I am trying very hard to conquer this thing called life. This is a rough and rocky road. I am trying very hard to stop and smell the roses as I traveled this road, but it is hard. I am trying Sis. Only if I had you here to talk too.
Missing You My Heart Aches.
#AchingHeart

Sis,
Right now I need you so much. God hep me to see that light at the end of this tunnel. My heart is so heavy and I am so lonely.
#AchingHeart
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Sis
Missing you so much. Waking up in the mornings praying that this dream will be over and you are here. Oh how I wished that Heaven had visiting hours or days because there are lots of people there I would love to visit especially you. So msny days I shed so much tears wishing you were here so that the loneliness of my heart will disappeared and vanished away.
Oh God how I miss my sisters.

Missing You So Much Sis!!!!!

Missing you so MUCH, this HURT is to the CORE. Trying to process and handle everything of you not being here and it is hard.

Missing You hurts like crazy. Missing us being together talking about any and every thing.
#AchingHeart

Happy Birthday in Heaven Sis.
I Miss You So Much.
My mind still talks to you. My heart still looks for you, but my Soul knows you´re at peace. I miss you every single minute of the day.

"Happy Birthday To You"!!!!!
Today is your Earthly Birthday. Oh how I wish that you were here for me to celebrate with you. I know that you are happy in Heaven and don´t want any part of being here in this world that is so confusing. Today I Will Celebrates You Thanking You Because You Were The Best Sister Ever!!!
You Are Forever In My Mind And Heart.
Missing You Like Crazy!!!!!!!!
#AchingBrokenHeart

Sis
Tomorrow is your Big Day! If you were here your age would be seventy one years old. I will celebrate You with things we used to do. The ONLY person that will be missing from this celebration is you. I know that you will be with me in SPIRIT.
Thinking back, I remember how you used to surprise me by coming to my house picking Apples of the tree sitting on the Patio eating apples then calling me telling me that you are outside. Oh God how I missed those days.
#AchingHeart

Sis,
Oh God1, How I miss You So Much.

Sis
As your Birthdate approaches, my heart becomes heavy, my eyes begin watering, my nose starts running with me just sitting here. You and I were two peas in a pods. Now this one pea don´t have you to communicate with and are in this pod just being not living, but being. My heart aches so much for you. Every morning when I open my eyes I am surprised, but I give God Thanks. You always say to me, "you can handle it Odessia", but the strength that you saw in me, I do not see it in myself.
I am so lost without you. Continue to be my Guardian Angel watching over me because I really needs you.
Missing You Like Crazy!
#AchingHeart

Hey Sis
There are so many hurdle in this road of life that I have to jump over to get relief. At times that hurdle is so high to climb over, but holding on with faith in God I am surviving, not living life to my fullest, but barely surviving. Having you here with me I felt so protected and with you not being here I am at a lost trying to find my way. Why did you go away from me leaving me all alone scuffling trying to figure life out? Being here without you wasn´t in my life plans.
God had different plans for us taking you and leaving me.
Missing You So Much My Only Friend, My Best Friend.....
#AchingHeart

Hey Sis
Your Birthday is coming very soon. Your age STOPPED at 64 years old. I often think about you, my mom, and JoAnn. I think about me being the youngest and reaching age that none of you reached. I started feeling lonely for you all wishing that we were still together. Although Mother Dear Gained her Wings at the age of 33 leaving three little girls 5, 3, and 2 years of age.
You are always with me sending one your two favorite animals (Red Robbin Bird and Butterfly) letting me know that things going to be okay. Your faith was so Powerful and Strong and you kept me right there with you. Oh God how I missed YOU so Much. I remember how You always say to me that "This To Shall Passed". I hold on to that thought taking it wherever I am. When you become ill, I prayed so hard for a healing for you because I didn´t wanted you to go. You prepared me for your transition, but I wasn´t ready. You were my ONLY friend and I am having a hard time here without you. You made me promised you and I did, but oh God how I want to pulled that promise back. I Love You So Much Sis. Gone Too Soon!
Missing you like crazy.

Oh God how I miss you. I would love for you to be here with just so that we can have conversations.
God needed you more than I do so God took you away from me. You were my All and All now I am left all alone with both of my sisters gone. Your birthday is almost here.
Missing You Like Crazy!

My Sis, My Best Friend, My Confidant, My All In All. Continue being my Guardian Angel watching over me. My heart aches for you every moment of the day. There are so much that I have tell you although you already knew even before it happens. You and I had an unbreakable bond between us.
Missing You So Much My Sister. #MyHeartHurts

Hello Sis
Missing you so much.
Today, I looked up to the Heaven and saw the peace of know "All Is Well" because you are there. I search my heart all the times wishing and Praying that I could just be in your presence having a conversation with you laughing as usual. Oh God how I miss you so.
Until we meet again.

Sis
Here I am writing again. Missing you so much.
I know in my heart that one day we will back together again flying around Heaven. The loneliness I am feeling here without you hurts so deep.
Sleep on in Paradise My Queen.
Odessia

Oh God how I miss you right now. Missing you so much!

My Sweet, Sweet Sister
You were the Wind Beneath my Wings. Now that you are gone my wings are weak. Missing you so much.

Sis
I´ve shed so many tears. Oh God this hurts so much!

Sis
Another day waking up reaching for my phone to called you, tears began flowing from my eyes. If tears could build a stairway to Heaven, I would climb those stairs to be with you. Out of every hurdle that I had to cross, this is the hardest one to jump across.
Missing you so much Sis.
Until we meet again.
Your Broken Hearted Sister
Odessia Porter Gadsden

Missing You!!!

Sis
Missing You So Much!!!!!

Sis
Today, I wake up thinking so much about you. Tears are flowing because I am so lonely for you. You was the BEST Sister that anyone could asked for and my True BEST FRIEND. Missing you so much, wishing that you were still here with me. Sleep Peacefully My Sister.

Happy Easter in Heaven. Oh what a time you all having up there.
Miss you so Much Sis.

Happy Valentines Day in Heaven to my Sister. You are not here with me physically, but forever living in my heart. Missing you so MUCH!!!

Sis
Today makes six years since you gained your wings and fly away to your Heavenly Home with God.
When you left, a part of me went with you. Oh how I pray for you
to be here with me, but your Earthly task was completed. Although I wanted you here with me God had Bigger plans for you. Oh how I pray asking God for Heaven to accepts phone calls and visitations so that we could talked and visited like we used too. If only tears could build a stairway to Heaven so that I could walk through those pearly gates and embrace you holding so tightly never letting go.
I missed you so much.

Missing My Sister, My True Best Friend.
Oh God This Is Hard, But I Am Trying, God You Knows I Am.

Sis
Missing you! Today it´s hitting hard of you not being here. I just wants to have a conversation with you physically being here with me. My two Best Friends (Carolyn Porter my sister, Marilyn Ancrum, Best Friend) transition one year and seven days apart. That was heartbreaking for me. Losing the two people that I trusted and Love so much.
Yes, I know that I have to put my trust in God and that I do.
Love you Sis and missing you like crazy. Oh how my heart hurts for you.....
Odessia

Sis
Oh God Sis I am missing you so much today. This hurts so much to the core of my bring.
Missing My Sister!

Sis
I miss you so much. Every day is a struggle.

Sis,
Oh how I missed you. It supposed to be you and me together until the end of times. I don´t have to talked about things because you knows everything.

Missing You!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sis
I Love and miss you So MUCH!!!!!

Happy Heavenly Birthday Sis.
Today would´ve been your 70th Earthly Birthday, but God had a different plan for you. I know you are flying around doing what you do best. Enjoy your day in Heaven Celebrating like you do every day.
I can still see your face of Grace and Peace as you took your last breath leaving for your Heavenly Home.
Life without you is a challenge daily. As I was coming downstairs yesterday, I could feel your presence guiding my steps and I cried.
Missing You So Much Sis!
Odessia

Sis,
It was the 29th November, a day that I will always remember because that was the day that my heart was broken for the second time. 33.3% of my heart left August 29, 2011 the day that JoAnn made her transition, another 33.3% left when you made your transition.

There is not a moment that goes by that I am thinking about you two, I only have good things to say about you two oh God how I am depending on you to see me through the hurt that I am feeling. I am always awake at night when others are sleeping crying and talking to God wondering how are you all doing up there in Heaven. Remembering you all I do everyday, but missing you all is a heartache that won´t go away. I am so grateful to God for giving me two of the Best Sisters that I could ever ask for. I tLove you two through all of the pain and hurt that I am feeling.
Odessia

Sis,
I miss you so much. I only had two best friends and now you both are flying high with God.

Only if God would grant me one wish. It will be to have you here with me. Missing You So Much!!!!

Missing You!!!!

Sis,
Missing you so much. I've shed so many tears. I Love you so much.

Sis
Missing you so much. My heart aches for you everyday. Missing you like crazy.

Sis,
Only God knows how much I miss you. Your calm voice and peaceful Spirit are really missing.
Now the year of 2022 has arrived and my heart still lone for you. Missing you like Crazy.
You Are Forever In My Heart.

My Sweet Sis,
Five years ago today, your Memorial Service was held. That was so hard and still is. You were such a Blessing to me an I am so grateful to God for having you as my sister. You were the Best Sister anyone could ask for an i Give Thanks to God every day for Blessing me with a sister as great as you if it only was for a while. Now that you are gone away to your Heavenly Home, I will continue holding you so dear in my heart forever.
Missing you like crazy!!!!
Gone too soon!!!!!
#GodStrong
Odessia

Sis,
This bitter-sweet day, my heart is so heavy and my mind is so lonely. Five years ago, you slipped away with us right by your bed side holding your hands. If tears could bring you back, I've shed enough to build a stairway to Heaven. If I could walk up to Heaven and hold her in my arms so tightly so that nothing could separate us. If I could gain one wish from God it would be to have you here with me. If I could have one last conversation with you Carolyn, I would say again and again how much I love you. If I could've only touch you with my hands and heal your body. Oh God how heavy my heart is right now. When you left you took three forth of me with you. The forth that is left is still finding its way to cope in this world.
Every day is a Struggle for me to exist and nothing is making it easier.
Thank you for sending My Grand Baby to help me cope with losing you. God knows I am trying.
Missing you so Much.
Gone too soon!
Odessia

Missing you so much. Gone too soon.

Love You and Missing You So Much.

Missing you so much. I am so lonely for you. Oh God my heart aches so much wanting you here, but God said your Earthly job was completed.

Happy Birthday in Heaven Sis.

Today I will remember you with the things that you used to do. You never made a big thing about your Birthday although we did.

You reached that Atonement with the Divine Intelligence. You was so ready to go to your Heavenly Home although I didn´t wanted you to go. You was so Spiritual always speaking positive about everything and seeing the good in everyone. You lived your life here as That Spiritual Being that Lived in the Spiritual Universe That Had that Human Experience. You never allowed that Human Experience to come between you and your Faith in God. You will live in my heart forever.

I admired you so much and still remember those words of encouragement that you gave me all the times. I Love You and miss you so much until my heart hurts like crazy. You are and will always be my HERO even if you are not with me physically, your Spirit is Always with me. Never in my life have I thought of you gaining your Wings. But, God had great plans for you and you are in Heaven doing the mission that God designed for you.

September 13th would´ve been your 69th Earthly Birthday, but your earthly job was over and you enter your Heavenly Home at the age of 64.

A part of me went with you that Tuesday Night when you transition and fly away to your Heavenly Home. You told us that you were going to fly away to Heaven with God and you did. I did everything in my power for you not to go, but Gods plan was set in STONE. I tried so hard to hold you here with me. I remember Someone saying we have to open the windows so her Spirit can fly away. I didn´t wanted to do that because I knew that you would go. As soon as the last window in the bedroom was open, you transition to peacefully leaving us in shock that our Strong Tower has departed to her Heavenly Home.

Although God heard my Prayers and still wiping away my tears, God took you away from me leaving me all alone.

I am trying very hard to keep the promised that you made me tell to you before your transition. It´s a struggle everyday, but I am trying.

Missing you Soooooo Much Sis. Promised to drink a cup of coffee celebrating you. Happy Birthday in Heaven!!!! Odessia

Happy Birthday in Heaven Sis.

Today I will remember you with the things that you used to do. You never made a big thing about your Birthday although we did.

You reached that Atonement with the Divine Intelligence. You was so ready to go to your Heavenly Home although I did wanted you to go.

You was so Spiritual always speaking positive about everything and seeing the good in everyone. You lived your life here as That Spiritual Being that Lived in the Spiritual Universe That Had that Human Experience. You never allowed that Human Experience to come between you and your Faith in God.

You will live in my heart forever.
I admired you so much and still remember those words of encouragement that you gave me all the times. I Love You and miss you so much until my heart hurts like crazy.
You are and will always be my HERO even if you are not with me physically, your Spirit is Always with me.

Never in my life have I thought of you gaining your Wings. But, God had great plans for you and you are in Heaven do the mission that God designed for you.
September 13th would´ve been your 69th Earthly Birthday, but your earthly job was over and you enter your Heavenly Home.

Miss you Sis. Promised to drink a cup of coffee celebrating you.
Happy Birthday in Heaven!!!!
Odessia

Oh God how I am so lonely for you. Missing you so much.

Odessia

Sis,
Missing you like crazy. Your Birthday is coming up soon and how we used to celebrate each other Birthdays. Although you will not be here with me, I am still celebrating you. I am going to your favorite place and do the things that you like to do celebrating you because it´s your day.
I know you will have a good time celebrating your birthday in Heaven with JoAnn.
On that great day, Enjoy your birthday in Heaven I will always celebrate you everyday with the things you loved.
Missing you soooo much until my heart aches in pieces.
Odessia